Crying under the rain

Posted 2010/03/14 21:34, 分类: Mac'10
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2010/03/14 21:34 2010/03/14 21:34
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  1. # johnson 2010/03/15 00:46 Delete Reply

    hmm...i like this...

  2. # tata_mama_888@hotmail.com 2010/03/15 09:40 Delete Reply

    Thank for liking. =)

    Unfortunately, we have no like button here to click. haha

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I miss you unconsciously

Posted 2010/03/13 12:28, 分类: Mac'10
I had a dream about you last two night. This made me even more confused about my feeling of you. Consciously, I hate you, angry with you. Yet, I might miss you unconsciously.  You were in my  dream. We hugged and kissed like we used to do. It was so real in the dream, as if you were really there with me. Tell me, please. Who am I to you now? I've been trying so hard not to think, or even mention about you. It happened to be so many times, I had this thought of packing your stuff. Everything you gave me in this room makes me suffocated. Perhaps I'm used have your belongings with me because I couldn't imagine how to live with a room without the things that belongs to us. Once again, I dreamed of you. This is the second times in this week. Where am I supposed to look for you? Now, I realized that the connection between you and me is getting lesser. It is so not possible to not having you in my life. Everything I do, I see, I feel, or even I think, it has got something to do with you. I wonder if there is any drugs for me to forget about you, the pain you gave to me. The more I hesitate the feeling, the more I getting hurt. Talking to teddy is not what i really mean to do. When I talk to teddy, i talk as if i were talking to you. You were not here anymore when I need you the most. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you! My heart is bleeding, can you feel me? I don't care what they said how irresponsible are you. But please prove that i'm right. Where are you? Where are you? Where are you? I was like a widow. I still remembered the time whereby I was like an insane lady, looking for you everywhere.Do you understand how it feels? I called your mom, your colleagues and even text you brother. I couldn't reach you. I was so worried and fearful. Why you leave me in lots of worries and fears? There are many words I try to hold within myself as I know that it would goes to an end if i do say out. It is so hard to pretend myself to be strong and to smile at everyone while I'm really upset. It is a heartbreaking when people asking me about you. BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHERE ARE YOU. I feel so helpless. You had promised me that you will face those obstacles and difficulties with me, but right now... you are not here. I don't know how many more silly things I will do. Should I pack all your belongings and move on my life without you? My room will looks very empty, just like my heart. Please tell me what to do, anyone! I hate myself for being so vulnerable. I hate myself for letting the feelings out again. I thought we could live a life together, no matter it is happy or miserable. It's about both of us, two of us, isn't it? Please... If there is any drugs that could relieve my pains, I might consider to take it, no matter what and how it would costs. I am no longer certain about your return as I do not know how to face you anymore. I try to think of it before, yet I couldn't. You have no idea how helpless I am. I don't want to call you insanely and you are not picking up the calls or switch off the phone. I don't want to text you and wait for a reply endlessly. I don't to... Don't ask me about my decision as I don't know either. Just let me live my life and keep on resisting the unpleasant feelings.



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SOMETIMES LOVE JUST AIN'T ENOUGH - Patty Smyth

Posted 2010/03/06 21:51, 分类: Mac'10


Now, I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you, but I don't want to be the one to cry.

And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

(Chorus)

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you, I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

(Chorus)

And there's no way home, when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No.
2010/03/06 21:51 2010/03/06 21:51
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  1. # 橘色的鱼儿 2010/03/06 21:56 Delete Reply

    Special thanks to Lee, I got to know and fall for this song.



    It's a meaningful song for me. Totally brought out what i felt to someone right now.




    Hmmmm. It gets me really down, way down so far... whenever i listen to this song. The contradiction in my mind was so strong.



    How nice if I could get someone to tell me the right way to move one.

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Laughter of the day - Ah Beng on his first date

Posted 2010/02/27 23:50, 分类: Feb'10

Ah Beng went on his first date with Ah Lian.

Ah Lian asked Ah Beng, “ Ah Beng, when we get engaged, will you give me a ring ?”

"Sure",  Ah Beng replied. But you must give me your phone number first if not how to call ?"


GOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGO
2010/02/27 23:50 2010/02/27 23:50
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Laughter of the day - Animal

Posted 2010/02/25 00:36, 分类: Feb'10

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Laughter of the day - Under 18 Movie

Posted 2010/02/09 21:59, 分类: Feb'10
Ah Beng went to the movies with 18 of his friends.

The ticket officer asked Ah Beng, “How many tickets would you like to have ?
Ah Beng replied, “18 please”

The ticket officer was very surprised and said, “Wow ! you must have a lot of friends .”

Ah Beng replied, “ No lah. Because here say Under 18 cannot go in mah …”.


再見再見再見再見再見
2010/02/09 21:59 2010/02/09 21:59
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  1. # 123 2010/02/10 00:38 Delete Reply

    swt~

  2. # johnson 2010/02/10 14:13 Delete Reply

    hahaha~!!

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Laughter of the day - Single or Married ?

Posted 2010/02/09 21:51, 分类: Feb'10

Ah Beng was with his  American and English  friends at a bar in New York. The bartender asks, “What would you like sir ?”


The American replied "JOHNNIE WALKER, SINGLE."
The Englishman replied : "JACK DANIELS, SINGLE."

The bartender approaches Ah Beng and asks, "And what about you , Sir?"
Ah Beng replies: "Tan Ah Beng, MARRIED."

2010/02/09 21:51 2010/02/09 21:51
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Ah Beng was asked to make a sentence using 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10
This is what he came up with.

1 fine day I go
2 climb up a
3 beside a apartment to peep. After saw by the couple in the room, I got panic and had a great
4. The man rushed out and had a
5 with me. I run away to
6 for help. End up running into
7 eleven, I grab some
8 and throw at him and pull out a
9 to stab at him. And
10 hor...10 hor .... ....10 .....he die lor...

Then the continuation of the story...

....and 10 hor and 10 hor... I put the
9 back on the shelf and pay the 'ger' for the
8 and left
7-eleven. Next day I 'kor' my boss and say I am
6. He say
5. Tomorrow 'aso' don need to come back
4 work. He 'aso' say go climb a
3 and jump. I don understand. I nice
2 him. But I don know what he
1... .....ai-yah boss hor... very 'cham'
2010/01/22 00:23 2010/01/22 00:23
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UK Immigration Officer: Purpose of visit?

Visitor: I'm here to study law, sir.

Officer: You know, you must have a lot of lawyers in Malaysia .

Visitor: Why do you say that?

Officer: Well, I've been here for a good twenty years, and I'd say
80% of Malaysians I see here say they're here to read law.

Visitor: Oh, really? That's really something I never knew. Hard to
believe in fact.

Officer: Just you watch, then. You just stand here until the next
Malaysian comes along, and I'll bet he's here to read law.

*Visitor waits for 5 mins, Ah Chong from Malaysia comes to
immigration counter*

Officer: Mr. Ah Chong, purpose of visit?

Ah Chong: Study lorr...

2010/01/22 00:18 2010/01/22 00:18
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  1. # johnson 2010/01/22 19:01 Delete Reply

    haha...

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The way I feel tonight

Posted 2010/01/21 23:58, 分类: Jan'10


I miss you like crazy, like I never did. You are in my mind all along the night.
Your face, your smile and every of you keep flashing in my mind, continuously without my consciousness.
The hugs and kisses you had given, it is so unforgettable.
How I wish that you could be right beside me now.

I can't imagine the life to live without you.
Would you miss me like I do now?

The music is still playing over and over again, thought you're not here with me.
To share the every moment in life.

Like you told me always, everything will be alright.
Even we are staying apart, I can still feel your warmest love.

This is the way I feel tonight,
every night in the past and in the future.

I love you, babe.  
- by OranGeFish
2010/01/21 23:58 2010/01/21 23:58
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